Quote for the day: I am reading a beautiful book by Kathleen Dean Moore called Wild Comfort - The Solace of Nature, which explores the relationship between happiness and sorrow.
"Failing to notice a gift dishonors it, and deflects the love of the giver. That's what's wrong with living a careless life, storing up sorrow, waking up regretful, walking unaware. But to turn the gift in your hands, to say, this is wonderful and beautiful, this is a great gift - this honors the gift and the giver. Maybe this is what Hank has been trying to make me understand. Notice the gift. Be astonished at it. Be glad for it, care about it. Keep it in mind. This is the greatest gift a person can give in return.
"This is your work," my friend told me, "which is work of substance and prayer and wild attentiveness, which is the real deal, which is why we are here." (p. 19)
For me, the concept of "living a careless life" hit home. "Carelessness" is being sucked into the future and into the past. So how to remain conscious of the ever-flowing present, the "now" which continues to stretch from moment to moment, which is, of course, the only thing that "now" does, if you let it.
"Failing to notice a gift dishonors it, and deflects the love of the giver. That's what's wrong with living a careless life, storing up sorrow, waking up regretful, walking unaware. But to turn the gift in your hands, to say, this is wonderful and beautiful, this is a great gift - this honors the gift and the giver. Maybe this is what Hank has been trying to make me understand. Notice the gift. Be astonished at it. Be glad for it, care about it. Keep it in mind. This is the greatest gift a person can give in return.
"This is your work," my friend told me, "which is work of substance and prayer and wild attentiveness, which is the real deal, which is why we are here." (p. 19)
For me, the concept of "living a careless life" hit home. "Carelessness" is being sucked into the future and into the past. So how to remain conscious of the ever-flowing present, the "now" which continues to stretch from moment to moment, which is, of course, the only thing that "now" does, if you let it.
Quote from Wild Comfort, p. 36: "I confess: Wonder is easy when you travel to desert islands in search of experiences you have never imagined, in search of something you have never seen before, in search of wonder, the shock of surprise. It's easy, and maybe it's cheap. It's not what the world asks of us.
To be worthy of the astonishing world, a sense of wonder will be a way of life, in every place and time, no matter how familiar: to listen in the dark of every night, to praise the mystery of every returning day, to be astonished again and again, to be grateful with an intensity that cannot be distinguished from joy."
For Sheri's 50th birthday, she offered to spend it with my family in Paris, so I met her in Paris. Being abroad for the past year, this was the first time I met my new niece, Poppy.
Quote from Wild Comfort, p. 36: "And what is sand? - black urchin spines, fallen stars, unimaginable time."
Quote from Wild Comfort, p. 64: "Prayer is when the night falls over thought." (by the French philosopher Alain)
Quote from Wild Comfort, p. 60: "I don't know any other way to move through darkness, but to put one foot ahead of the other and listen for the exact sound of our footsteps."
Sometimes this is where I feel that I am - in the darkness. There is no light illuminating the path ahead. At each foot step a multitude of paths exist. At each foot step a multitude of paths disappear. But what else to do other than keep on walking, trying to be as conscious as I can with each step.
F. Scott Fitzgerald thought carelessness one of the great sins: “They were careless people, Tom and Daisy — they smashed up things and creatures and then retreated back into their money or their vast carelessness, or whatever it was that kept them together, and let other people clean up the mess they had made…”
ReplyDeleteAnd here's a poem from yours truly:
SACRED PLACES
There are no paths
to sacred places
only steps
one step at a time
until one day
you turn around
and there you are
a sacred place
unto yourself
and like no other.